Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cancer. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Is it LOVE?


People write to me and ask me, "How did you know when you had found your bliss"?


I answer, "Well, have you ever been in love"?


You cant sleep, you cant focus, the LOVE is all you think about, pray about, work for. You get butterflies in your stomach at the thought of the JOY that it brings, the anticipation of what tomorrow could bring, the memories of what yesterday left behind.


Love is the first thing you think of when you wake up, and if it isn't, then it should be.


If it isn't, then MAKE LOVE YOUR FIRST THOUGHT. It's a matter of choice. Cant think of something GOOD? SMILE ANYWAY, then take a deep breath in and thank God for your existence, because YOU ARE PURPOSE, and YOU ARE LIGHT.


Love will do anything to lift you up, love will forgive, love will allow, love will GROW, love will save your life.


Love will make you long for beauty, and thoughts become things. Beauty will come, joy will come, prosperity will come, peace will come, simplicity will come, clarity will come, and you will create a masterpiece, when you follow your bliss...when you follow LOVE.


What do you love?


What do you dream of? Where do you want to go? What do you hope to accomplish?


Don't dream it, want it, or hope for it any longer...just follow LOVE.


This is your life; you get one chance at THIS life. And it IS what YOU CHOOSE.


Choose LOVE.


Blessings? Why, of course...


1. For Bliss and the courage to follow it.


2. For Motherhood, which gave me my courage in the first place.


3. For ACTION. I have an obligation to my Creator to live my fullest life. (I'm Your girl...)


4. For Dr.s who aren't in it for the money.


5. For the BarefootSisterhoood, at www.barefootsisterhood.com


And for the lives that are yet to be saved by people who are able and willing to step in.


Now, go....follow your bliss. Your time is NOW.


xo

Elle


Sunday, June 15, 2008

Then there were 20...



Wow...my photo came out really small...lol.






I graciously acknowledge that I have some catching up to do. For my absence, I will graciously drop, and give you 20.



1. I wasn't able to locate my biological father today. Every Father's Day, I search, to no avail.



I feel blessed that I get to continue on with a ritual...I'll hunt for him again next year.



2. For the phone call I made to the man who adopted me, I am thankful. I'm sure he sat there, listening to me struggle for words on his answering machine....but at least I made the first move.



He is my Father, after all.



3. For the LARABAR. (I have only had the Apple and the Jocolat; BOTH ARE SO GOOD!)



No, no....dont just skim over this, and move on...just try one of these things. They're REALLY good....



My girlfriend Linda came by my house one morning, and she had one she shared with me. Eating them reminds me how good it felt to have a friend love me enough to share her candy with me...



And these are so good, that I , MYSELF, probably would NOT have shared. They are delicious, but remind me to be kind at the same time.

And they're 90% raw, totally organic, sugar free, wheat free, gluten and dairy FREE, no soy....



Just FOOD. Yum.



4. For a few packages of magnets that will go out in tomorrow's mail. I had fun picking out which ones I'd send to whom, and decorating the packages.....



I'm so thankful to be supported in my quest to find a cure for cancer.



5. For surprises that I almost cant hold in, but I know that I have to....I have the MOST BEAUTIFUL surprise. I am SO excited to be part of a solution...



You'd never believe....



OK, soon. I promise.



6. For Arnold Palmer's. ICE cold ones...



7. For Silence. I don't care what ANYONE says, Silence is GOLDEN.



8. For my homemade Potato Salad. I can't go wrong, and at every BBQ, people request it. I feel so proud of this Salad....(I just wish I knew what I did exactly that made it taste so good! Every time I make it, I fear it wont taste the same as before, because I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW what I'm doing!



It's just ALWAYS good...every time.



9. For my quiche....same as above.



10. For optimism; it does so much for my life experience to understand the power of my own perspective. There is such power in our choices.



I am so thankful.



11. For important manuscripts that are printed and ready to be sent off, until I find a happy face on the back, colored in green crayola.



It was the heavens pointing out what I had accomplished, all while raising a 3 year old.



I can print it again...but the time I have right NOW with that little boy, I will never get back.



12. For a job I LOVE, that I can do in my pajama's with the music on, happy faces made of white Play Dough on my desk, and Dora the Explorer singing down the hall. I love my job...



13. For Moon and Star shaped Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches, with pretzels and fresh strawberries on the front lawn.



14. For the notes inside the jar to my right.



15. For the man that I think about all of the time, and for the love that I feel for him. I wonder if he knows what he means to me.



16. For tranquility in my temple; my Home, as well as my Center.



17. For heart ache....



Any feeling other than LOVE, leaves my heart to ache. Who does this really hurt? Their heart, or mine? I love MYSELF more than to allow another day of heart ache over the distaste I have toward someone else.



No love, no hate. No pain....no gain, either, unfortunately. But the cycle stops here, and I appreciate that CHOICE.



It just IS.



18. For dreams that come true. I cant say it enough....I'm so excited.



My God...the power of choice is incredible. It's ALL up to me. It's so obvious, and so CLEAR...I get it. It's all coming into full alignment according to a divine PLAN, and I am the Co-Founder.



Gotcha.



Finally....no, really...I get it.



19. For the feeling of utter fluidity, in a life filled with every twist and turn imaginable. No, I do not know what LIFE might throw in my direction, but I can tell you that I will ALWAYS be in the best possibly position to WELCOME whatever it may be.



I am prepared, God. I am LOVING this life.



I am loving it now more than ever as I realize what I am capable of when I follow my bliss, and MAKE my dreams a reality.



Life is awesome when we CHOOSE joy. And JOY is our BIRTHRIGHT.....



20. For Harry S. Truman, this Father's Day, who said,



"I have found that the best way to give advice to a child is to find out what they want, and then, advise them to do it"!



Count your blessings; the big ones, the small ones, and every one of them in between...not at the end of each day, but all day long, be grateful, and whisper "thank you" for the many gifts that are bestowed upon you each day, each hour, each moment.



And love one another.



Elle










Friday, May 30, 2008

Blessings. Just....blessings.

Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.
The Buddha

He said it best.

Continuing here in my new pad with five blessings per day...I can do this anywhere, but while I'm waiting for advertisers to arrive to support RELAY FOR LIFE, the echo sounds kinda cool...

This really wasn't an easy day...I hoped to start the blessings in my new place with more of an upbeat mood. Tonight, I just feel mellow. Exhausted, drained, dazed. A move takes a lot out of a girl, even with fifty sisters helping out.

Advertisers will come...so too will kind neighbors.
Until then, I've got LIGHT.
I've got love....

And I've got JOY.

With these things, I've got it all; I'm rich beyond measure.



Blessings, as usual...

1. For teachers, God, I'm thankful. As much pain as lessons in life can cause, I am so grateful for my teachers.

I'd be half the woman I am today without the teachers that have been placed DIRECTLY in my path.

(Now, can I take the summer off???)

2. For the support and well wishes of Sisters who believe in me, support me, LOVE ME..I am so grateful. I'll NEVER fall.

They'll never allow it.

Thank God....

3. For my Mother, I am grateful. She is the greatest teacher I've ever had, and simply the best example to humanity that the world has to offer.

She's smart, she's courageous, she's raised boys who think for themselves and are strong men who are finding their own way through their own glorious process, and now, she's still raising me, at the tender age of 34.

I tell you, she's a SAINT.

I love her, and I want to be just like her when I grow up.

4. For the teachings of Buddha; for the words and wisdom and peace, love and tranquility Buddhism brings to me, I am so grateful.

God is AWESOME. Religion is AMAZING.
I am no one particular religion....

I just AM.

I believe in LOVE, I believe in GRATITUDE, I believe that JOY is our purpose and that shedding my light is my reason for living.

I believe the same is true for everyone else...

I feel special. lol...

5. And thank you God for my messy desk...someone said it was the sign of a genius, and since thoughts become things, I heeded the warning, and left it a complete disaster...

Yeah, so this "empty blog pad" is looking better and better.

Thanks, God. You're bitchin'.

Count your blessings, Sisters....share your light, be heard, give love, and be THANKFUL for your teachers. They are part of you.

Love,
Elle